hello

it is possible that i am never going to school again.
this is my 6th day off. at least i have spanish tonight. i hope i can remember how to count to 21...

i am also meeting with the director of international programs at the nursing school in a little while. hopefully he can give me some useful information about how to do things this summer. part of me feels like i should stop this nonsense and realize that i shouldn't go anywhere, but instead just buckle down and get a job. pay the bills, make sure i have rent money, you know. but you're only young and free once. this is my last real summer (i feel that i have been saying this for years...), i have absolutely no committments, and i want to get as much out of it as one human girl can. besides, it's just money. i know i'm going to be in debt when this thing is over anyway, so what's a few more paychecks? i heard eddie murphy say this morning on inside the actor's studio "money, f___ing schmoney." that's what i'm talking about, eddie.

i can't think of anything good to say lately, so for now i'll be done. bye.