damn

it is officially cancer. man, what a total bummer...

just thought i should probably post this on the internet because that's always the best way to handle important personal information. expect lots of very tasteful cancer jokes to follow as well.

this feels very different than i thought it would. honestly, i guess i was still hoping for the best. which is not this.

the strangest thing was that i just woke up, and then my doctor called with this information, and then matt called and i talked to iris on the phone. talk about a contrast.

well, onward i guess.
i mean, no big deal, but big deal.