i'll be your bitch

today at work my new boss made me grab her ass in the work room surrounded by the attendings and surgeons i will be working with for the next 14 weeks. gaining their respect will be hard enough, and i am sure this delayed that day significantly. these days i am so tired i don't seem to really care about anything--but this still bothered me. i'm probably just too sensitive...

sometimes i wonder if all of the strange things going on around me are actually happening, or if my mind exaggerates the truth--or even simply invents the occurrences. yesterday i saw an older black gentleman walking down the street wearing a t-shirt with the confederate flag on it. last night i met jesus at the bar. his owners were drunk and kept trying to make him lie down. i took it as a personal prophesy. i saw a vision of annie in the future, on her bike with the sidecar. in my version i am in that sidecar wearing a skullcap and goggles.

three cheers for opposable thumbs!