week 4

do you have a cough? what is the quality of your cough? is it dry? hacking? barking?

i am in class right now. it is possible that i may develop a mental illness during this quarter--it just isn't right to make a human being sit still for so long and force them to try and think the whole time. i know that i have mentioned this before--and i'm quite certain i will talk about it again--because every week i am reminded of how horrible and painful it is to sit here and try and listen and retain all of the serious and complex information that they hurl at us all day long.

what happens is that, by this time of day i'm getting frustrated and angry because i am completely bored and antsy and no longer able to absorb anything and i also start thinking of all of the other zillions of things that i have to do when i leave here. like study for our test tomorrow...
i feel like i'm about to punch myself in the face just because it would be something different.

i'll be back later. i will go home (in another 2 hours) and run and maybe say more later. maybe.

maybe.

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